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Everything Going To HELL

23:48 Jun 11 2017
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This is to my ex-g/f. If you are reading this Melissa Ingram. Then I have taught you well. (But I don't think you will ever read this).
You broke off from me on Easter of 2016. But chose to stay with me until I was completely through with my Cancer treatments. I was cleared by my doctor in November of 2016. (you know that for sure. You were there in his office.)
I've never lied to you about anything except the kind of pain I am in. You did not need to know that some days I wanted to tuck a 12-guage under my chin and pull the trigger. that is why I got into making Moonshine.
Moonshine and Oxys. One hell of a mix. But after awhile the mix got worse and I stopped both.
I tried Morphine 30mg twice a day. But I stopped breathing every time I took it. You saw that as well. My doctor even told you that he put me on too strong of a dose and I was overdosing each time I took it. I will stick with the oxy's and the methadone for now.
You made me rethink everything about everything. You let me think we might get back together. But you hated that I spent just about every penny I had to fix MY house. So what I spent $3500 on repiping the gas line into the house and about a $1000 on a plumber thanks to you on the plumbing problems. Flushing things that should not be flushed.
I even had a faucet put in that you liked. And I had it all done in a week.
But your new b/f bought you a vape. That saved me about $60. I should know. I bought the same thing in black.
And how did you like the fact that we had no A/C? Did you enjoy not having A/C from Sept. of '16 till may of '17? You should have. You are the one who drained the a/c of freon. That was $300 for two pounds of freon. I can say that the gas leak was not your fault. But the rest was your fault.

"Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
To me you are dead,
And hating you too."

You already have it set in motion to move in with the new sugar daddy. Like you have always said. "You never stay in one place too long." But I guess I should feel lucky that you stayed with me since 4-12-15 till now.
I still think I was part of this Hoe-train. You have talked about how many guys you have lived with and how many you have fucked and that the perfect house will have you and 3 or 4 of your boyfriends living together. So does that mean you will have to give it up 3-4 times a week every week. Just so the guys won't kill each other.
So did you really love me or did you like playing a mind fuck on me.
My favorite saying is. "Revenge is a dish best served cold. The colder it is, the better it is".
"All aboard, the Hoe-train leaves next month for Georgia!"


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RaynesAsylum
RaynesAsylum
04:50 Aug 18 2017

Damn. I am sorry. Her loss though. You deserve better.








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